Oho! What do I say? Well it feels so like Friday that its scary! Maybe cause Heather already went to Pa's? Maybe. Mom and Jay are going to the States for Black Friday tomorrow. Which means we'll be home alone for real for the first time. I mean our parents will be out of the country. Ehhhh? Is that okay to say really?

Anyways, me and mom watched a movie. She fell asleep. Yesterday we made Christmas cards and today we decorated the tree. It's hard to get into it without the snow, y'know? It's supposed to rain tomorrow though. I'm contemplating going to gym. It's all the way up over the bridge... Mom doesn't really aprrove of that, hahaha.

I posted some crappy doodle I did today in Science class on DA and it's actually not getting flamed? Wow. I mean I don't like that site. But Tay gets into it sometimes. Still. Doesn't hurt to be appreciated, right?

My Kieli novel from Yen Press came! Ohhh I was so excited! I'm still rambling about how my books came. But guess what? There were two extra books. Hell, one was enough to impress the pants off me! Hopefully they don't become taints. Haha, my latest posts on Loli Salad have been about Yen Press. I'm a loyalist! I admit!

I need to get on this new mood theme. This Hina one is so gosh darn terrible!!

Watched Up. Pretty good. We were getting teary. Then we organized the living room. Which was about as fun as falling on a box of staples. We're gonna set up christmas stuff tomorrow so I hope that goes smoother. But will break for Glee. Gym tomorrow too.

The power of want must come through and help me with the job! I needneedneed it! I'll getgetget it!

Now I'm off to lay in bed and play Pokemon Ruby. My love affair with it knows no bounds! I just wish I could bring my precious Mawile onto Pokemon LeafGreen when I replay that.

Ehhhhh off to bed!

Good god, I need a new moodtheme. My Hina one is terrible. I mostly guessed for many of them. So they all look the same or not like the mood. Hmmmm... I could do a combination of Prussia x Hungary and Silver x Kotone since they are my favourite things right now. Which would be a cracky theme to anyone else. But I'd adore it. But that might be hard.

Meh. Maybe just a plain old new Touhou one. I could use Sasha. I do love me some Sasha. And Tokiko! and Sanae too! andand Hina! owait.

=3=

Tay just straightened my hair. I wanted to for awhile but has to cause I got a job interview tomorrow. It's way out in St. Vital at Stiches but it's totally perfect asides from that. Cept I'm not all that fashionable. Tay can help me with that maybe. Justjust it's so far! That is, of course, assuming I get hired. It's only temporary. I just need to get some money for christmas and I need to hurry! One paycheque, without saving any, should suffice.

Again. If I get the job.

Pleasepleasepleaseplease!

Hah, having a face off with Tay over making icons. I told her it wasn't as eays as it looked and we got into making some icons out of the same Tink image. Of course I pwned her. Now I'm taking it to a higher program to really show her off.

It's really just me forcing my interests on her. I know this type of thing isn't for her. But I enjoy it and would just want someone ot enjoy something like this with. But we are just really different, you know? That's okay.

LOLSHOCKTODAY~! The episode of Spongebob we watched was from 1999. Ten years old. TEN. YEARS. OLD. I'm not old but thta made me feel old. Okay, not really. I just always wanted to say something like that.

MORESHOCKOLOL? My little sister got a new stereo (which coincidentally is the same one I used to have and thought was so cool because it had more than one disc) and did not know what it was. She was so confused! Then when she got it set up (by herself, much to my surprise) she put the Hairspray, Monsters vs. Aliens and Shrek 3 dvds in and wondered why it wasn't working. I faceplamed but it was the sweetest facepalm ever. Now something like that could make me feel old.

Haven't seen it yet. I probably will wait for the DVD release or other 'available' options. I don't have money and if I had the money I wouldn't waste it on that. But Jane is my favourite character and I can't wait for her. But still. Like, two hours of Jacob? No thanks.


Not that I like Twilight or anything.

*tsundere*

OH YEAH.

I FREAKING LOVE IT.
MY OTP THAT I LOVE RIGHT NOW.

I'm in love with Kotone x Silver. I don't even play the new Pokemon games but I'm totally in love with this couple. Well, I'd love to play. But alas, DSless. That's okay. Although Crystal was a badass game.

Still. I LOVE IT.

Me and Heather went trick or treating. She went door to door and I held her bags. My arms were so sore by the end of the night! We weighed ours and we had 8 pounds of candy! Taylor, as usual, went out with her friends and she got a lot of candy but I stole most of her chocolate. We played ODST later, me and Tay. It's pretty hard to convince her. But it's fun when we do play.

I finished my job. I applied but I didn't hear anything from them when I left. We had a Halloween party before I left too! I'm kind of excited to go back to school because I missed all my reading time (can you believe Jay actually finished reading Marked before me?) and because we're going back to the Y.

Even more exciting? No school Monday! Hauu hauu!

I started my work block, like, a week or two ago. I'm working at Tim Horton's. I know, right? It's super busy and I'm glad we don't have a drive through because that would be too much. I don't know the till yet but it's pretty chaotic even for me not knowing that. But all my coworkers are super nice. We're having a halloween party on my last day! Doesn't that sound great? They're all really fun except my supervisor. I think she hates me. I don't know what I ever did to cross her though. I'm trying my hardest to impress her now because, hard or not, I'm gunning for an actual job. But it never seems like enough. She never lets me do coffee despite me clearly knowing how to do it. If I'm working on it she'll kick me out while I have no tables or anything to clean. My other co-workers let me do lots of stuff like making ice-caps or the specialty drinks. No work tomorrow cause we don't have school (everybody doesn't). I'll play ODST with Tay tonight then. Haven't played in awhile. Like three days. Also, no new Supernatural tonight (;__;) so I'll be tres bored.

I'm still addicted to twitter so I don't go on LJ as much. But I should. I realize. But I can't even haunt rokkenjima anymore because I haven't watched since episode 10 so I'm a tad behind. But I don't go to my grandparents on the weekends anymore so I don't have bundles of free time. I haven't watched Spice and Wolf II too since Amarty (or w/e) got pwned. Also, Loli Salad has been neglected too. Woe is me.

Anywho, Tay turned 14 this weekend. I got smashed and passed out and after that the girls sleeping over, her friends, ordered some pizza and a creepy 30-year-old pizza delivery guy came and wanted to party with them, kept texting them and brought them a free pizza. Ever creepy, right?

I'm starting my new moodtheme. My chibi miku one is on hiatus. I lost the will when I found everyone else was doing it too. Now I'm doing Scary Gary! Which is a twist for me but I love that comic. I will probably be the only one who finds amusement with such a moodtheme.

Oh yeah! Went to P.D and hung out. I'm so glad I don't have friends (besides my bff who I was hanging out with of course, why would I walk around the P.D alone? Although it was amusing when I told my mother what we were doing. We lived there for five years and my friend lived there for sixteen and nothing bad has ever happened to us! How could she possibly forget?) because it was all sorts of drama. I hate drama. Atleast kiddy crap like this. If those bitches knew what I have to worry about, what I overhear... they might shut the fuck up. No that's untrue. Those attention whores would tell everybody they could. And then I hope they get what comes to them. But I can't say anything. I don't want to say anything. Yes, let's forget such unpleasentness~ I got to see my old house. It made me feel really sad and nostalgic. I really couldn't believe that it wasn't me who belonged in there. That there was another family in there. They had no idea it should be ours. They had no idea of all our good memories! I think that's what made me sad. I think the worst part was that it was and wasn't exactly how I remembered it. Ah, but whatever, right?

I hate to say this because it makes me sound like a douche but seriously. I'm begining to wonder what I would do if Twitter were no more. Seriously. My family all really, really, really dislikes Twitter but I love it so much. Like... it's become an obsession? Maybe? It's the first thing I do when I get home, I do it before school, before bed, before anything! I don't care though. Until the novelty wears off I'll have some fun.

Oh yeah. School is going good. Whatever.

FFFF- Rex x Cogna is so cute. I mean Cogna is the best of the meido, no doubt. But they were just so cute. If Rex appears again, that would just make me die. But I'm afraid he'll be one time random character. But so cute. Cogna-moe.

EDIT: FFFFF- Cogna and Bana team on stage. FUCK YEAH. Everytime Cogna gets the spotlight, I squeal. I doubt she, or Bana, will really get much screentime apart from their original stories (mermaid, cat thing).

Anyways, we're going to look for a backpack soon. I don't like buying new stuff like that after so soon but the old one is bloody still. They offered to clean it up but I think it would bring back bad memories. Blah.

I can't believe school is tomorrow! Gaah. The only good part about school is the library and that won't be open for, what, a week? But still the thought of walking around all those books again sounds exciting. I hope that they got some new stuff though. I'll just go back to rereading stuff, anyways. I think I'd really like to read the Gemma Doyle trilogy if it's in. Haha! Maybe that part about school really is exciting me! How nerdy!

Went to Vancouver with my family, had so much fun. There was some fighting on the way back but if you ignore that, the trip was a blast. I got my very own Megami! I'm so pleased! I have a nakkid Horo on my wall now. Well... I do share my room with my little sister. And my mom didn't seem to care. They all, secretly, seem to think I'm half in the closet anyways. Can't really make it worse. Although... lulz.... I showed my mother how cute Venus Versus Virus was for being so small compared to Maria+Holic.... oh god. Why culdn't I have picked any other two manga? Those were the only two on hand though. Two yuri manga to show your mother? Aiyeeee.

There was lots of talk about moving there. Oh how I wish. I decided, after defending Winnpeg for so long, that I really don't want to live here. It's really horrible, you know? I mean what do you have here? Bums and gang wars and nothing. But living in B.C? Where I could look up and see the mountains at any time? That's really pretty, right? Not like here where you'll only find filth. And it's so big! It's like anything can happen there! Whereas here? You're life will stay the same, you'll stay within your grasp even if you try hard. But you can see what it's like to be rich and famous, to live like you're somewhere special. I don't know. Maybe I just would like a change? Certainly, that was the tactic I used when defending the idea and enforcing it with my mother. She would really love such a change, right? And with everything... the shooting... the retaliation? She can only make us feel worse! She didn't want to sit infront of an open window, joke or not, it really scared me. Atleast if we moved away I wouldn't have to worry about that. I wouldn't be leaving anything behind. My family, save for Jennie, disregards us (atleast me and my sisters) so they would hardly care. While I have no friends who would miss me. And anyone who would consider not moving away because of their friends is a damn near idiot and I would really love to spit at them. But... that just sounds bitter. Bitter because nobody would miss me? Ha! As if! I'm sure if I lived there I would find a happiness all my own! But... this is the place where you stay within your grasp. That is where I am. That is where I fear I shall always stay. Yes, from this day forth my dream shall be to move to Vancouver. Certainly, it's as dangerous as here (bigger means more dangerous, amirite?) but as long as I look onto that place as I always imagined it and saw it in those few days, it can only be the perfect place for me. It will be a place, in my mind, worthy of dreaming about.

Heh, listen to me. Blathering on. i have no need for such things as dreams. They only weigh you down. I'll live for today and plan and work my way using others for the future. Even if that future isn't as desirable as I first wished.

Now if you don't mind I'm going to gawk at my beautiful loli-covered room. I took a bunch of before and after pictures last night and uploaded them to Loli Salad but the blog is down? I think it is something wrong with ab.net rather than just the site though because I could not get on another blog. Although that may just be coincidence. I'm too lazy to do research. You can see images, the before and after, here if the site ever gets up. http://loli.animeblogger.net/?p=2166

So... comiket releases are sloooow. I remember everything being released day of and in a flurry. Ahhh, I can't afford to wait a week for the things I want/need to review to be out. Let's hope it'll pick up tonight. I really want that Alabtrosicks album. Really, really.

I got a tooth riped out of my face. Apparently it isn't too noticible because the tooth was way back anyways but it hurt like a sob anyways. I haven't been taking penicilin, my prescription ran out, so hopefully my face doesn't swell up again.

We're going on a trip, apparently. I cannot wait. I'm excited. I allowed myself to get excited so hopefully it doesn't backfire. I love the malls in Vancouver but I only have about $130 dollars. Maybe I'll get some extra. Still, excited.

ohhh, I'm so excited!! I did make it for Comiket time! I'm going to review stuff like hell. I need to go check previews and see if anything is out yet but everything good comes out on Saturday. I want to review more on LS than I normally do since I didn't think I'd make it. Tonight might be slow but tomorrow will be filled with doujin music reivews. I can't wait!!

I'll prolly go home tonight. I'm missing my awesome room. But I have to do all sorts of things so that I can go without internet for awhile. Like downloading images to browse, make some icons to spiffy up later, download music, etc. I'll miss out on the Spice and Wolf II OP single tomorrow (NOOOOOOOOOO) and the new episode (along with Umineko but I can tell they're fucking that right the hell up) but I hope I can come back for Comiket. I would really like to blog, along with just hearing in general, the new Motion graphic album, Albatrosicks' Star Cracker and a crapload of Touhou albums. Here's hoping. That's still awhile away though.

omg, LS's new layout is hot. I know that sounds disturbing and weird but I'm smitten with my blog again. I'm downloading shit JUST to listen to and review.

Y'know. If I wasn't so lazy.

What the fack. I'm watching this crappy comedians of comedy show and it's garbage. Why do comedians have to be vulgar to be funny? I know that sounds prude and it's not that it bothers me, I can stand it. But I'd much rather watch the crap on JFL. Atleast that can manage fits of giggles in the right mood.

There sure are a lot of 'food = happy' commercials now, don't you think? Isn't that why people are fat? Because apparently this food makes you happy? Only this food? Granted, one commercial is gum but you should be told that if you eat this, you'll be happy. I know this is taking it literally but it just bothers me.

Oh, Deathly Hallows for sure. We went camping at the lake and I carried that book around with me everywhere. I woke up at 6 in the morning to sit in the drizzle all by myself around my fail attempt to create fire to just read the book. It was great!